Mom said that she went to my school to ask for a leave of absence. |
I thought that I ought to feel glad that I won’t have to go to school, but I’m sad. |
I’ve genuinely been separated from society. |
I feel that I’ve been rejected by everyone, and I’m sad. |
Can't I live an ordinary life anymore? |
Dad won’t come home and Mom looks worn out. |
Why won’t Dad come home? |
Doesn’t he want to see me anymore? |
Doesn’t Dad like me anymore? |
I want to see him. |
I fell asleep weeping, and saw hallucinations again. |
It’s scary. |
I can see them whether I’m asleep or not. |
I can’t believe it myself. |
I don’t understand it. |
I want someone to prove to me that I am the person that I know I am. |
I want to see Dad. |
I want to see Dad and hug him. |
As he tells me that everything will be fine. |