I felt really good today. |
That’s really great, Touko-san. |
I’m starting to feel worse, though. I can’t tell what’s bothering me. |
Is it something vague? Something about feeling dormant? |
When you’re feeling happy, don’t you sometimes feel worried about when it might come to an end? |
Is that a symptom of an intermittent flow of thought? |
I can’t imagine myself being happy. |
You can imagine yourself being unhappy? |
I suppose. But I can’t get rid of the worry. |
Is there something I can do? |
What would I want to seek for from you? Why me from you? |
Are you too proud to tell me? |
It has nothing to do with pride. Why don’t you tell me what you think is going on with me. |
You’re just Touko-san. You’re yourself. |
That’s right. I better get to my reports. If you want, you can stay around here, but I have to go. |
Why? |
Because there is something I have to do right now. |
There is something that I can only do now. |
I have to continue my research. |
That makes you happy? |
Yes, it does. My number one goal is to continue doing the research that I enjoy. |
So that’s number one? |
No. |
That’s not what I mean. |
Seeing you is very important, too. |
It’s very important to me that everything goes well. |
But I have to do things in order. |
I’m glad. |