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ID: <- Lda205 ->
Location: site B, level 8, #0
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Tags: mail
impression
therapy

I e-mailed a kid that used to be a classmate, and asked her about me.

Isn’t the me that acknowledges my existence only living in this small body?

I don’t have an individual personality and I don’t leave much of an impression.

Nobody remembers me.

When I made Dad, I started to feel that my own body was pretty lame.

Wouldn’t I be me if I had a thought re-routing?

I don’t need a connection to reality anymore, and it’s not so important to know that I’m a human being who will die unless she eats.

It’s more rational to me to have Dad.


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