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ID: <- Lda144 ->
Location: site A, level 22, #14
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Tags: cause

I was thinking of not seeing Touko-san anymore today.

When I told her about Misato-chan, she said that there are some things that people can’t say, even to those who are closest to them.

Did Misato-chan go away because I was hiding things about myself from her?

Is that why she went away without saying anything to me?

Even if there’s something I can’t say, I would never do that.

Touko-san and Misato-chan are awful.

Nobody understands me.

I don’t feel like doing schoolwork.

Am I a truant?

I don’t want to leave people behind.

I’ve got to fight.

Although they say that I ought to study what interests me, the only things I’m interested in are Misato-chan and myself.

But its over.

I have to find other things that are meaningful to me.