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Lain

Am I sick because I came to the hospital?

Toko

Well, you can carry on with your life, but you’re troubled, aren’t you Lain? It’s the job of a counselor to help with that.

Lain

Are you a counselor, Toko-san? You said before that you’re a doctor.

Toko

I’m a counselor and a doctor.

Lain

How are the two different?

Toko

Well, both jobs have to do with helping people with psychological problems. They’re similar in the sense that they have the same goals. But the difference is that as a counselor I care for patients differently than I do as a doctor, and that each job has different qualifications. Each job has its strengths and weaknesses, and I think it’s best when I can make their strengths compliment each other. That’s why I’m a doctor and a counselor.

Lain

Are you a doctor or a counselor when you see me?

Toko

I’m a counselor. I think it’s better for me to be a counselor when I see you.

Lain

I’m not mentally ill? You said that the things I see are hallucinations.

Toko

It’s true that hallucinations and delusions are symptoms of mental illness, and this is just my hunch, but you don’t seem to be mentally ill to me.

Lain

Do I pay too much attention to things?

Toko

Yes, I think that’s probably right. I think your tendency to observe things and listen to thing very carefully might be stressing you out.

Lain

What can I do about it, Toko-san?

Toko

Well… even if I told you not to mind things too much, you’re going to mind things.

Lain

I don't mind anymore. I’m getting used to this. Still, I can't get used to that.

Toko

“That”?

Lain

I’m not the me that I am right now.

Toko

What kind of Lain are you?

Lain

I’m me. That person is, too.

Toko

Why do you feel that way?

Lain

I don’t know. Have you ever thought that you aren’t you, Toko-san?

Toko

Looking back on myself in the past, I’ve wondered what I was doing sometimes. But I’ve never thought at the time that I wasn’t me. Do you feel that there are two of you, Lain?

Lain

No. I’m me and I’m not me.

Toko

That’s mysterious. But if you feel that way, that must be true for you. You don’t have to feel that you’re mistaken.

Lain

But it isn’t usual.


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