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ID: <- Lda169 ->
Location: site B, level 3, #-5
Misc: SW: 3, q: 0, state: visible, type: 2;
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Info: lain's_DIARY
anonymous_user
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Tags: ant
abnormal
psychomotor

Today I found a doodlebug nest in the yard.

I watched the ants get pulled into the nest by their legs and get eaten.

What does an ant think in the moment that it is being eaten?

Do they know that they will die?

I found as many ants as I could and tossed them into the doodlebug nest.

I didn’t understand the ant’s feelings.

There’s something wrong with me.

Why else would I be so cruel?


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