I’m sad and depressed and don’t want to go to school. Is it my fault that kids say mean things to me? I’m starting to cry. I can’t bring myself to start laughing right away. I’m jealous of Kyoko-chan. I suppose that if I fuss about these things, I’ll get disliked even more. Why is this happening to me? I haven’t hurt anybody. I wonder if Tomo-kun was laughing, too.